lonelyshoe

Phwoar! it's rather apples and rice round here. i'm working... to get money for college that is. i'm off of school mañana... sort of... not really... i have to go in at 12:45. i've got money. and i know just what i want to do with it. but i can't seem to find those shoes that speak to me. i'm working out. and working on my british slang. wish me luck...

school has begun once again and i'm actually glad i'm doing something productive. i realize this is my last chance to not be a procrastinator... i tell that to myself every year and i want it to mean something. i had homework on the first day... i guess i'll never get a break. i'm trying to work on self-improvement in every aspect of my life. sometimes i think i waited too long, and perhaps i did. now it seems like i'm at the edge of a cliff and someone's poised and ready to push me off... so it occurs to me that i should strap on a prarchute or something, so i don't plummet to my death

i would first like to make a note to my friend across the state lines even though i know she will never read this. she has been tormented by pains of a curious nature and my heart aches with hers. i wish that she sees how beautiful she is and that i will love her no matter what happens. i understand her on a much different level and if a boy is going to ruin her life, i will be more than happy to kick some ass... as for me i am feeling quite radiant, except for the lurkers on my face... my summer is inching along, but i am happy to say that the outcome will be a reason to celebrate